confusion

The feelings inside of me drive me crazy.
I feel like diing. I feel like exploding like a racket.
I feel so happy and so damn sad.
I know what I want, but what the hell is it?
Should I hit the road?
Should I stay at home all the time?
I want to go out of here.
What fucking bored life.
Too exciting.
Nothing belongs to something different.
Confusion all around me.
I feel loved. And I love.
Someone. Something
Feelings I don’t want.
Feelings I need.
Feelings that belong to me.
I don’t wanna be nor alone neither in a crowd of people.
I need to be hugged.
Hugged by someone special.
By no one else then you.

04/06
(c) losttear